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| 05:14pm 29/01/2003 |
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THE END.
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this journal is over motherfuckers...
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my new one is hardxc0rexbl0ws
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| 11:13pm 09/01/2003 |
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i will slice the throat of anymotherfucker who thinks they wont choke/ on the mic but i use the force to grip tigh tyour throat/ make you need a throat drop/ call you scarface cuz now you own "cough-a-lot"/ you cant mother or fatherfuck with me/ cuz i'm just way to hot/ to man handle/ throw you in the middle of a scandle/ between you yourself and you again/ you wonderin' if i am through again/ but i'm not/ i've just begun to blow the spot/ up like your dick when homos lips reach the tip of your cock |
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| 11:09am 09/01/2003 |
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| 01:48am 09/01/2003 |
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mood:  okay music: television
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wow, havent posted on here for a few days. ashly left last night..well..this morning..to ohio for a week or so. i feel like such a puss..since i miss her so much already..crazy huh? i guess that's what happens when you got a down ass bitch for a girlfriend. we alreeady exchanged our presents for the holiday season..no matter which one we celebrate. i got the bestest present in the entire world ever...THE NEW JAY Z CD! holy shit can hova rap a storm. i love that man. i dont care..you think he may suck..and his lyrics may not sound super intelligent..but he's quick, witty, down to earth sounding, and an all around awesome ass motherfucker. i also got this insane ass mystikal dvd...he was in a movie believe it or not! crazy as motherfucking dogg shit, huh? ashly got her crazy gifts...some pajamas and a pillow..all matching and what not THANK YOU VERY MUCH! they are also off the hizzie for real. tonight i went to my buddy Olivia's party down there at the greenhouse...it was a bit odd...but it was cool. this band Sleeping by the Riverside was there..and they did a superb job..except for the lack of stage presence..but that is only because the poor size of the stage. that is very understandable. chris joined me. i picked up steve to drive him there as well. then afterwords, i came back here..to hibernate. too bad i haven't started yet..and i've been home for 4987525873275 hours already. oh well..it's off to bed for me...peace thefuck out everybody. |
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| a roc-a-fella to remember |
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| 03:32am 06/01/2003 |
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mood:  tired music: Raekwon - Criminology
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i'm dozing off right as i type..listening to a soothing jay z beat..
just got back from the seminole gaming palace of elderly good times and all that shit..
now i am off to sleep
oh yeah
thank you friends for making my groundation betten then it should be
i love you all
ashly- 1 love..........thanks for being so awesome and great
corey- thanks for being that mouth in the middle of the night my cock regularly(spell) visits
all you others...
i'm tired..but i shall adress you all later... |
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| 12:08pm 04/01/2003 |
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i stay sucka free. |
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| i'm not gay...but every thug needs a lady |
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| 11:44pm 03/01/2003 |
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mood:  content music: Slick rick - Impress the Kid
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ah, those walks to and from 7-11 at 11:30 at night are such a blast. i was rockin' out to TBS while i was doing so, and smoking a clove. damn i'm so gangster. anyway.....
wait...
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| 05:38pm 02/01/2003 |
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mood: jubilant music: nothing
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oh i almost forgot to inform you fellow readers..
i got the phattest mufasa watch last night..it blings so hard...and i mean hard! shit, when it is right next to a chandelear (spell)..you can hardly tell the difference!!
you all should definitly peep that shit..it was awesome |
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| 12:12am 02/01/2003 |
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mood:  cold music: botch - spitting black
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today i had the pleasure of goin gto see the lion king musical play htingy or whatever you would like to call it. it was so off the chain. i loved it to death. |
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| 05:29pm 31/12/2002 |
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today i took a visit to the holocaust museum in good ole downtown st.petersburg. if you want to be depressed, that is definitly the place to go. to be honest, it was a cool place. you learn so much stuff, it's just awesome.
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| 02:31pm 27/12/2002 |
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mood:  crappy music: The Locust - How to Build a Pessamistic Lie
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today the latest edition of AP was purchased for me today..so now i have new wallpaper for for room at my dads house. all the half naked girls and the rappers are over powering the pictures of bands, so now the score will be even hopefully. last night i went to church. well, not really. i ended up going to mcdonalds with steve, then me and him returned so we could chill with all the homies and g's there after the service was over..but everyone left early. so we left early as well. the "real" ,not the teeny one i go to, service is way too overpowering for me. i'm definitly not use to all this contemporary worship stuff. it is too...overpowering i suppose. everybody has their hands lifted and their hearts open and recieveing the holy spirit. well, i bet you alot of them are fakes who are just doing it for show. S-killah and i had a little conversation about that not to long ago.
oh yeah, finished my last exam today. hoo-ray! yesterday i sold the books that wern't all fucked up or lost back to the book store..only got 31 something dollars. so i decided to treat myself to some new clothes at everyones favorite store..global thrift!! it was fantastic, though a bit boring. it takes so much energy looking through all the clothes there. ashly looked bored/tired as anything, so i decided to make my decisions quickly and left. i didn't want her being somehwere that she didn't want to be.
yesterday, apparently one of ashly's relatives saw heathers mom at the store, and heathers mom decided that the cool thing to do was to talk crap about ashly and i.
that pissed me off a little.
but oh well, if people want to be stupid fucks, let them be. they'll die sooner or later..hopefully. |
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| 03:09pm 25/12/2002 |
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mood:  crazy music: Good Riddance - Melt With you
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Aujourd'hui j'ai observ? le dvd NOUVEAU! C'?tait outre de la cha?ne pour vrai mon nizzle. I coeur OH NOUVEL tellement, de m?me que devrait vous aussi bien. J'ai ?galement mang? de la pizza qui a d?truit mon stomache, et ai bu la ros?e de montagne qui a go?t? comme la bi?re. Cela a d?truit mon stomache aussi bien. Puits d'Oh. le S-argent-tueur l'a dite n'a aucun indice si elle va ? l'?glise ou pas le jour moyen de la semaine. Merde, elle mieux. There'll soit personne d'autre comme ?ne de coup-de-pied en tant que moi l? si elle n'est pas. puits de l'OH... au loin ? travailler! BLAH! |
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| .... !?!?!?!?!!? ......... fuck...%$^&^%$ |
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| 10:25pm 24/12/2002 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Blister Agent - A Day in the Strife
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so this is what it all boils down to....me being a mother fuck-up. i saw it comming, and i knew it was happening...but i am just way too motherfucking stupid to stop my laziness and my bitchness and get on the ball. to err is to human though, correct? but to really fuck up..that's me. i know i'm sounding all emo, but fuck you if you think so. i do not give a fuck anymore. i need to really do better. i need to pick myself up. there's no fucking way i can be a little bitch about everything anymore. i can't just not go to school because i don't fucking feel like it. this is some one elses money here, not even mine. and this is my future..and that is all mine! i'm not going to end up being some dumb bloody fuck-rag on the side of the road needin money holding a sign saying "HEY! I NEED SOME FUCKING MONEY!" and then says some false patriotic shit like "God Bless America". Fuck all that patriotic fake shit. For all the fucking stuff God has done for this country..the shit should be "America Bless God".....ok sorry, I'm not trying to preach here...
anyway...back to me being the biggest fuck-up on the planet...
i'm not going to end up being a bum, i have already promised myself that. but gee, i am doing a fantastic fucking job at being successful by hardly working and hardly attending class. this next semister is when my bitch-ass is going to shine. too bad i have no self-esteem.
it sucks..i shouldn't be like this. i should have some faith in myself.
but i don't.
....fuck you again...i'm emo..so fucking what?
.....and fuck you if you think is a cry for people to post compliments to feed my concieted bastard self.
oh yeah, i forgot i was concieted. i fucking hate that. all the time i think i'm better then so many other motherfuckers in the world..when they're much more better than i am.
oh yeah, i forgot i was super judgmental. everyone knows that. i hate it.
oh yeah, i forgot i was a heart breaking fuck. i may haven't done that in a while..but in these hours of self-reflection..i noticed i've done that about 7687598568758765875 times. i know i have a good heart some of the time...but that still dosen't erase the fact that most of the time all i think about is myself and my wants and my desires, not giving a fuck about anyone elses. no erase that. i have a good heart most of the time....i don't want to be a C G.
oh yeah, i forgot i was a money hungry, everything wanting greedy jealous fuck. all the time i get free meals from my best friend, all the time i'm copping free shit..clothes, concert tickets...whatever....and don't give me wrong..i am greatful for every singe thing that i am blessed with..all of it! but i am given it all the time..and what do i do? not sound greatful or thankful for anything, and hardly pay anything back! i know my best friend knows i am greatful..and he tells me that it dosent matter if he buys me stuff.......but it does to me. i don't think i would ever be able to do anything whatsoever to pay him back for all the awesome as shit things he has done for me...
...yikes...sorry for sounding like i was slobbing on his cock...
...okay so what have i figured out after this little epesode? i'm everything i hate. i'm a fuck up.
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